today while i was on the way home,i cum to think abt how strict u used to be with me n my brother and sisters,how u never let us out with frens unless we have a very valid reason unless u know who she is who her dad is,who her mom is,how i know her,and also as redicilous as how she dressed up hehe. And also how u used to send us exactly where we wanna go no matter how we insist of going by bus,and u will pick us up exactly where u drop us,and in between the time we were out u will call us a hundred times(which sumtimes pissed me off hehehe)asking wat am i doin where am i and wat time im cuming home was tough for me as a teenager,it was considered controlling for me at those times,it was as well considered dat u dun love us n u dun like to see us happy.
BUT that was then,when i want nothing but fun ,i dun think out of the box,i dun think deeply abt what exactly ur trying to do,your real intention. All i can see was just a parents whos trying to stop me from having fun, how i was wrong. know now,that u did all those was just to keep us save at all times...as much as u possibly can,as much as ur hand could reach us,ur eyes could see us,im sure if you could go beyond dat you would...how selfish was i to think dat way,to misunderstand what my parents was trying to do for me protect me from all kind of dangers,and chances of getting in trouble...and all those bad attitude towards you was all full of selfishness...
how ungreatful was i....now when i to think abt it deeply,i know how much abah n ummi was trying to protect each and everyone of us.with no other intention ....i have to say thank you for saving me...and sorry for misunderstanding you...for wat you did was just for my very own good....i have to say dat da way u raise me up was da best was any parents could raise their kids,what u did was the best any parents could do for their children ....i luv u ummi n abah!!
im touched...huhu...
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